1.Controller
Go ahead and rise above, see how far you get on top. Held down
just to impair you. We know who's ahead of the game-You
know who'll get the blame. You're in the grip of the controller.
Do you really want it all back？ See how far you get on top.
Held down just to impair you. It's the fear that you cant do
right. See how you lose in your life - Cut down, they will
impale
you. Can you really get it on track？ You tried to make it all
stop. Time will tell how much they denied you. You just got
burnt
by the controller. You'll never know how to react. Your sucked
to the very last drop. Time will tell what has been denied you.
Are you clear in your mind and sight？ Are you clear right out of
your head？ Just angry at the things that have failed you. So you
want to get it all back. You tried to make it all last. Tied
down to control you.
2.Without Hope
I just know its all gone wrong, feeling all the pressures can't
weather the storm. 'Cause I kept myself in a cage all wound up
and filled up with rage. Forgive oneself of nothing at
all-Pounding my head against the wall. Guilt ridden and bound to
lose.
Puncture my wounds, won't see the truth. I looked in the mirror,
what did I see？ One man bitter with apathy. The whole thing
turned out to be a joke. But I'm not laughing. I'm without hope.
Its never well thought out, just my instant demise. Haste and
hatred my inner desire. its all so bitter the hurt inside. Haste
and hatred my inner desire. Ruptured I've lost it all. My heart
ripped out can't stand at all. 'Cause I've cost my brain to
never relax. Picking at all the torturous facts.
3.Mansruin
My whole life counting dimes worried about uncertainty. So I
roll the dice before I die, maybe get a little for me. I bet it,
bet it
all- Threw everything into a pile. Regret it？ Got nothing at
all, no guarantees, no pieces of the pie. Got the eyes on you,
black
eyes on you-Ruin it for you if they could. Eyes on you, black
eyes on you- Mansruin for his own good. High life all the
highlights covered on the plays of the day. Baked out, burnt
right out of it, breath fried beyond repair. I tasted it,
devoured it,
ballooned right out of sight. A done deal dealt out by fate
scored myself a bite of nonlife Fucked out, fucked out of
everything,
drained at the end of each day. A red cent, no pennies from
heaven taken for a chump for life.
4.Caprice
Put me right through the ringer run around with eyes on
whatever. Cut me right down to half of a member-Mended back
given
no hope. Scheming minds new intentions-leave it broke flat
begging for more You've made up your mind Whatever comes to
your head can never rely (on nothing) Everything points to the
wrong direction. Everything leading to any early decline. Can't
take this any longer-I'll tell you right now, hate's on the
rise. Just can't deal with anymore wavering-Can't fit into
anymore lies.
Take your eyes to a brand new picture. Reach for one more
impulse buy. It's me the loser, did everything wrong. Go ahead
with all your craving. Go ahead yearn for more.
5.Proud Division
A clue from knowledge：Ward off the casualties The mindless
banter of all the derogatory Its the best thing that could
happen
even with all the dread. It world feel so good to see the back
of your head Got my own sign, my own line To hell with the
doubt Got my own sign, my own line. You gotta hear me out. Got
my own sign my own line divisive and proud Its my proud
division that will free me Piece together the madness with a
clue to all the wrong. Follow the right way never wanna be
wrong.
Pledge allegiance to all your own beliefs in accordance to your
own individual breed It feels so good to see the back of your
head.
6.Dark Signs
Be careful what you want, it may be what you get. Careful of
yourself, you may just kill yourself. Watch out for all the ruin
that
you ask for. Being trapped below, is that what you need Careful
what you get, it may just get you back. How much more？
Relive the nightmares of the past. Think twice about the ruin
that you ask for. Still ignoring all the warnings you see？ A
lifetime
wronged you. Dark Signs warned you. Feel me self destruct You're
gonna get exactly what you're gonna get. You suffer more
and more and then you blame yourself. Those signposts that point
to disaster-ignore the signals, you get what you see.
7.Face Value
You've never come close to seeing what I've always had to face.
Image blatant and obvious-What's there more to assess？
Never looking beyond the frontal-All your present fears. I hope
to never be caught again by the visions too clear. Erase it.
Deface it. Conceal it. Just take it for the face value-
Concealment, nonetheless. Just take it for the face value- You
never know
what you may get. A wise man carried on about what you see is
what you get. I've peeled off covers, revealing what I want to
forget. Why not go base yourself on simple visages. Scarring the
complexion or scratching the surface.
8.Close The Door
Waiting impatiently to put together the facts. Wishing for the
best to move slightly against the grain. Upwards. Onwards, I
hope
I can rebound and flow. I just hoped for one more chance to
prove what I can do. You gotta suffer the facts. You gotta face
the act. The time for this is true. I gotta close the door on
you. It's all come into view. I gotta close the door on you.
Hating all
similar to all that I've been through. Harping on all
particulars that have given me pain. From the onset, the
downset, frustration
taken its course. Involving all my bitter thoughts in everything
I do.
9.Unfortunately
Confusions born here every day, spinning circles upon my brain.
No idea which way to go, roam around without a home. So
fucking lost, invalidated. So brought down demasculated, all the
joy just disappeared; another bed full of tears. Coming apart
at the seams, wanna be alone for the rest of my years. Don't
come inside, leave it to me to go on unfortunately. Hope
dissolved, degenerated. The negative has penetrated. No wish for
sympathy. Its all a mystery to me All my wishes evaporated,
insecurities saturated. So many flaws reappeared. The wrong way
I tend to steer.
10.Avenue of the Finest
Why should I devalue my position？ Do I need to be a part of the
fold？ Don't need any sort of reason. I'll just go out and follow
my own path. Take note of this：Anyone can trip. Take note of
this：You can walk with the best. Walking with the finest. Why
should I sell myself short？ Should I lower my ideals and
standards？ Must I settle for hand me downs？ I deserve the best
my
mind can do. I can do. I think I know which road to go. It leads
up to the very top. I don't need your sense of direction. You
can just stumble on and on.
11.Slicing
Never had a thought so how can you see me？ A man without a mind
can never judge evenly. Forever passing judgment
compared to a fraud. I'll never pare up. I'll only distort your
sight; only distort your sight. It don't matter, knife in your
hand. I'll
cut you down with a knife in my head. It don't matter knife in
my hand. You can never mend it with a knife in your head. I want
a slice, can I carve evenly？ A man with no part moves so
passively. Can I cut you up, can I say you're a fraud？ You'll
never
pare up, I'll only destroy your size.
12.Innocence Gone
I had a new premonition. I have found the nonlight. I've had a
brand new renewal of sight. Do you need a new genuflection？
Do you wanna make a different pact？ You've got to get in with
the facts. It's the end-innocence gone. You're whole meaning
becomes undone. Are you waiting for your resurrection？ Do you
wanna make a different pact？ You've got to get in with the
facts. You've made an art of treachery. You can snake right out
of anything. I've said I won't do not a thing. To the double
negative you can only agree.
13.Rude Awakening
Another rude awakening. The hard life that's been our school.
More of a cruel day's reckonings. Our prime time used up too
soon. There is no kindness to waste- Why help those crying for
more？ It spins you around, takes you for a ride. What is the
point to even try？ Somehow got to learn to accept the rejection.
The tired thoughts from troubling. A weary mind from
worrying. Your constant fears upon wakening. Your real life left
in your dreams.
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